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Kingdom Marriage Journey part 2

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After making the decree on Mount Carmel, I returned to South Africa with my precious bridal cloth from Jerusalem. I kept in touch with my friend Christina, and in 2016, she told me that God was shifting the timeline and advised her to wait before flying to South Africa. Though disheartened, I trusted that the Lord knew best. 2016 came and went, and in 2017, Christina and I spoke again. She said God was still not releasing her to come and make the dress in South Africa. Frustrated, I asked her to stop updating me on the timeline because it felt like my wedding day was dependent on her making the dress. ( which it was ) LOL  I decided to take my mother with me to Jerusalem in May 2017 and I shared it with Christina,  she prayed about our trip and came back to me saying that God had released her to fly to Israel, meet us in Jerusalem, and take my measurements for the wedding dress. So, just the measurements! I could only laugh at God’s sense of humor. Even in the waiting, He was ...

Kingdom Marriage Journey

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Let me start by sharing my Kingdom Marriage story: For ten years, I've been speaking about and dreaming of  marriage as a vessel for Christ's centrality, emphasising the union between a couple as a cornerstone for RESTORING THE EARTH. Then, in 2020, following a series of God-orchestrated events, I entered into my own kingdom marriage. It all began with a powerful outpouring of the Holy Spirit. At 34, I was working with YWAM in Kansas City when, along with my roommates, we locked ourselves in our room on January 26, 2012, declaring to God, "We won't budge until You enter the room." And He did, just a minute  before midnight, igniting a seven-day period of supernatural encounter. During this time, I found myself getting revelation upon revelation from God  about kingdom marriage. "Kingdom marriage is about a man and a woman in complete union with God, reflecting the Trinity on earth. It's about being the face of God to humanity, walking in the fruit of the ...

It's ALL ABOUT A WEDDING

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IT is ALL ABOUT A WEDDING So as we are entering the last week of April i find myself literally in the middle of no where visiting a dear friend and her family ( husband, 3 boys, 3 Dogs) between mountains and valleys. While trying to sit in silence the phone is constantly ringing in a house with no mobile reception 2 year old twins running on the wooden floor (joyful souls). A couple of farmers in and out of the kitchen. Yesterday was South African (Vetkoek & Mince) for lunch and with the help of so many who serve so diligently in this house hungry mouth's where fed. In this house they do Please and Thank you's & Sorry's and most importantly LOVE so well... I've realised we give the enemy to much room for broken is and anger when we've already been given the FREE GIFT of LIFE ' J E S U S ' In my own human effort I try and fathom what did i miss, what did i do wrong, where have a missed the path, what should i have done differently (...
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As I was spending time with the Lord, I asked Him the question: "What more is it that you want off me?"  Feeling like Job and that he LEFT ME, The response I heard was... Anja, I desire your HEART, ALL of your HEART, every part of your HEART, even the pieces that are still broken, all the places that have been wounded & rejected all the pieces that you think you are not good enough, all the pieces where you run to "WORLDLY PLEASURES"  to FILL the VOID inside yourself I DESIRE ALL OF IT, I DESIRE ALL OF YOU, will you give me your HEART? because if you do so I WILL GIVE YOU MINE... 4 years ago in 2009 i gave up what I "thought" was EVERYTHING to follow Jesus... my job, my car, my apartment, my family in South Africa, my friends, my time, my energy, my desires, my future, my plans, my dreams... Since then i've gained the privilege to see CREATION - Malawi, Mozambique, Russia, Japan, South Korea, China, Pakistan, Iran, Turkey, Syria, ...

I AM A MISSIONARY

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I LOVE JESUS   After a Whirlwind time in South Africa, I'm back in Kansas City at the YWAM base.  It's been so refreshing to see my community again and experience the BODY of CHRIST in it's FULNESS with like minded laid down lover's of Jesus:) I spend all day in the IHOP PRAYER ROOM today just soaking in HIS PRESSENSE and taking time to be filled with gratefulness and Thankfulness for the RICH 2 years i've been privilege to run with Fiery, Passionate & Compassionate disciples.  I've realized that even though this has been a time of pouring into the younger generation, its also been a extreme time of pruning, refining and being discipled by GOD  myself!  Praise HIM for for the promise that HE will finish what HE started within us.  We  proudly hosted our first  "MISSIONAL WOMAN'S CONFERENCE"  this was such a huge success and I am excited to see this conference grow. Our CHINESE Leaders arrived and the English and...

i2i YWAM DISCIPLESHIP TRAINING SCHOOL

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To all my dearest friends & fellow disciples  So as you all know i've returned to YWAM  Kansas City with difficulty this time... reason being GOD really STIRRING my HEART for my own NATION & PEOPLE in  (South Africa) and for the first time since I started my FAITH journey with the Lord, I long to be back HOME! But i've been sensing GOD just really want me to realize WHERE HE IS THAT IS "HOME" so I long to just be absolutely surrendered to HIS WILL and SPIRIT in me... Proverbs 16:9 Man plans his ways but God directs his steps... I have  JOYFULLY submitted to God's plan and purpose in my LIFE yet again... Running the race with so much GRACE in this season of my life and just FULLY TRUSTING that HIS ways are BETTER than MY WAYS!!   I've literally JUMPED into staffing the APRIL DTS School  "INTIMACY to IMPACT"  www.ywamkansascity.com  this season. We are merging with a DTS School in KONA  Hawaii cal...

God's HEARTBEAT for N KOREA

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Friend on Facebook I LOVE JESUS Forward to a Friend   YWAM KANSAS CITY www.ywamkansascity.com NEW SEASON & NEW HOME REFLECT God is constantly presenting things to us... The question we all have to ask ourselves is... will i be obedient NO MATTER the COST or is the COST to HIGH? Reinard Bonke  once said in the beginning of his walk with GOD (being a ordinary guy) he looked at the masses infront of him and asked GOD: Why did you give me all this FRUIT and GOD said: " you were the 4th man I presented the KINGDOM to  the COST was to HIGH for the other 3 but you said YES to the COST and to the CALL" THE HIGH CALLING of walking with JESUS is SACRIFICE not because you have to be obedient but because you LOVE HIM so much you WANT to be OBEDIENT KINGDOM CULTURE  "Not the way the world see it or do it but with Eternal EYES" YOUR EYES FIXED on your BELOVED JESUS SINGLE MINDED LIKE A DOVE in this place of REST in God's HEAR...